you will always be one of my favourite people, circumstance means we cant be together but i love you, i really do
you were so perfect though
before we were together i had a really beautiful plant in my room and i watered it every day and kept it beautiful, when we were together i forgot about it and it nearly died but i didnt notice because you distracted me. I think that says a lot about me, you were a distraction, the most perfect distraction for me, you took my mind of my self destructive behaviour and the fact i felt like i was dying too, and although my mind was off it, it was still there. i need to make myself happy.